Saturday, February 28, 2009

Operasi Gigi

Feb.27..th dy tt i bn waiting fr,at last tibe jgk.Freaking nervous'k.Ahaks..Ditemani parents & abg aku..gerak awal pg utk g Srdg Hospt utk tmujnji mencabut gigi gerahm yg tumbuh abnormal(klu x cabut,derita'la aku tiap kali gigi ni uat ragm).So,aku nekd utk cabut dgn cara belahan gigi-operasi cabut gigi scara tido.Bile tibe time nk dftar,only a prson been allowed to company me inside th room.So,abg aku temn'la aku.Lama jgk la kena tunggu,psl ada sorg mmt sblh aku ni pn tunggu turn dia jgk.

Menunggu masa.
Smpi je,nurse kt situ amik bert(opss..trun lg),pstu suruh tunggu kt katil (no.17) n tukr bju la kn.First time pkai,aku mna ngeti.Pakai tblik k.Ahaks..ptut'la aku rs cm smcm je.Knp tali2 ni smua kt dpn,cm bju shnghai la plk.Lps tu,bile nurse dtg,trus tny dia."Btul ke cara pkai bju ni"..dia jawab" Ermmm,salah".ahaks.Yg aku pelik,aku cume nk cabut gigi je,tp ni siap suruh aku tnggl bju sluar smua includg my smel gud undrwear k.Ahaks.Kira cm bogel je'la aku kt situ.Klakr tul.(lama sgt,aku sms2 kgkwn dulu).Dr dtg,bgtau smua kesn akibt pembdhn ni la.Aku orait'jela.Kuat'kn jelah ati dgn risiko2 yg bkal aku hdpi lps abis surgery ni.

Finally..the times hs come
At last,time hs come.Serm'ny rs bile nma dh dipnggil utk surgery.Pstu smpi stu tmpt,naik atas katil & nurse bwk aku (dh bring dh) gi tmpt surgery.Bile dh smpi,rs cm ER/Grey Anatomy sgt.Byk2 lmpu kt ats mta aku.Cpt je diorg psg'kn enth benda alah ape kt atas bdn aku yg kerempeng ni.Haha.Lps tu..tnya nma & minta aku mengucap sgala.(cuak gk la).Letk oksigen..then kjp je..aku t'lelap.***Aku x tau bile diorg siap,tp bile kena kjut,tgk2 smua dh siap,mulut mula rs sakit.Kpala rs pening gile.Mata mmg xleh nk bukak.Try byk kali pn,mmg x dpt.Nk tutp jgk.Tp,lps lama2..bru ok.

Ok'la,nak habis kn writing ni,tapi ujan lak.It's ok.Alhamdulillh..lps tu aku rht2 kjp and fw friend dtg melawat.Bork2 kjp..n balik.Tt all.Precious experience!.


Saturday, February 21, 2009

Aku kurus

"x mkn ke kau ni?".
"krus sgt'la ko ni"
"klu angin kuat,msti ko trbng'kn?"
"gemok'la skit..bru nmpk ok"
"tulang je ko ni
....telan,aku telan jela smua commentz 'membina' yg aku dpt dri tatacara kata org sekeliling aku.Ada sound serius,ada yg bbntuk kata2 gurauan n ada jgk yg mmg perli (- dgn mimik2 muke skali,sj nk uat aku sakit ati).Tp,usia mmatg'kn aku dgn smua kta2 itu.Enth'la.Kdg2 aku ok je,tp kdg2 bile wrong timing tu,msuk dlm jiwa'la pulk.Prt tu yg aku mls tu psl it's a bit akn uat aku low'estem'ar blik.Bila dh gitu..mula'la jiwa raga rs x bes je.Enth'la,bile aku fikr sndiri..aku pn pelik jgk,knp'la bdn aku ni x naik2.Dgn pringkt umur aku,i should gain weight already..but i'm NOT. Brt aku sm je dgn time aku form 5,can u imagine?.U see ar,actually..what 'fat people' felt ..i do feel ok.We'r th sme but in diffrnt group of weight.
Apa2 pn,aku bsyukr cos i met fw great great friend tt could accpt me th wy i look n th wy i behve.Life wil be so pathetic if u ned to prtend to be som1 else evrytim isn't it?.Aku bkn jnis x trima nsiht or doing smthg on ths issue..but it sm it's so useless.I'm not kind of 'makan puny org'.Tt Y la.Hw to frce urslf to eat ..if u dont' fel to eat at all.Hw to finsh th 'mkn'.Nnti mbazir je.But,it's ok.A fren of mind gv me a tips on how to gain some weight.So,nxt month i'll try th tips..& i wish i could gain sme weight'la withn 3 month.Wish me luck.

my first writing.

assalamualaikum,opss..aku di blogspot.Aku ni mmg jns yg suke mnulis,cos i thnk,with writg u may release a bit of ur strs tt stuck up in ur mind[gi2-g2'la],ahaks.Ok'la,erm,wht 2 story eh. Psl life?locl/int.movie or wht?.Let me thnk?.hw about movi?.
Let go 4 it...Lately,aku smpn ari2 kasih2 kasihn aku gi la lyn movi cite Bride Wars..best bangat k.Kelakar je bile 2 shbt baik berebut tarikh yg sma.Lwk mmg lwk,tp ttp ada msj di situ.Aku suke lyn movi gelak2 uat ati aku rs hpy'la.1st time gk la aku tgk Anne Hattawy to so sweet pkai weding dres.Indh sgt dia.Psl b4-b4 ths,aku tgk dia cm biasa je,but ths time bile dia sarung'kn weding dres tu,she look so swet.Ingt nk try lyn lak cite New in Town.tp x smpt lg la,but i wil try to find sme othr time to wtch it.Suke lyn cite kt panggung psl klu lyn kt umah the gangguan is so byk.Hilang fokus n sush nk ber'emosi.,boleh?.ahaks.
Ok'la,mta pn dh ngntuk..so kena msuk tdo 'ar.Esk awal2 pg nk gi bli ns lemk,klu lmbt..sure hbis ns lemk itus. (thnk U for reading)..