Aku kurus

"x mkn ke kau ni?".
"krus sgt'la ko ni"
"klu angin kuat,msti ko trbng'kn?"
"gemok'la skit..bru nmpk ok"
"tulang je ko ni
....telan,aku telan jela smua commentz 'membina' yg aku dpt dri tatacara kata org sekeliling aku.Ada sound serius,ada yg bbntuk kata2 gurauan n ada jgk yg mmg perli (- dgn mimik2 muke skali,sj nk uat aku sakit ati).Tp,usia mmatg'kn aku dgn smua kta2 itu.Enth'la.Kdg2 aku ok je,tp kdg2 bile wrong timing tu,msuk dlm jiwa'la pulk.Prt tu yg aku mls tu psl it's a bit akn uat aku low'estem'ar blik.Bila dh gitu..mula'la jiwa raga rs x bes je.Enth'la,bile aku fikr sndiri..aku pn pelik jgk,knp'la bdn aku ni x naik2.Dgn pringkt umur aku,i should gain weight already..but i'm NOT. Brt aku sm je dgn time aku form 5,can u imagine?.U see ar,actually..what 'fat people' felt ..i do feel ok.We'r th sme but in diffrnt group of weight.
Apa2 pn,aku bsyukr cos i met fw great great friend tt could accpt me th wy i look n th wy i behve.Life wil be so pathetic if u ned to prtend to be som1 else evrytim isn't it?.Aku bkn jnis x trima nsiht or doing smthg on ths issue..but it sm it's so useless.I'm not kind of 'makan puny org'.Tt Y la.Hw to frce urslf to eat ..if u dont' fel to eat at all.Hw to finsh th 'mkn'.Nnti mbazir je.But,it's ok.A fren of mind gv me a tips on how to gain some weight.So,nxt month i'll try th tips..& i wish i could gain sme weight'la withn 3 month.Wish me luck.